Dear God

Dear God,

God , I have not understand about Your work style on my life, for in the my future. Yes, I have doing wrong on life. Very much. But, what I’ve nothing opportunity again?

I often reads about holly bible, that when we wanted a certain then call to You, scream, knock door. But until I write this for You, I’m not getting answer from You. I feels before any open the door for me.

I’m weak, and You know. I had nothing except hope to You, and You Know. Morning and night I always scream. My heart always try for understands about say and Your deed, however I can’t dive into.

I never get it why everything like this. I’m not trust divine decree. I trust to You, able change everything. I often ask, why people not knowing about You, You given the best for them. Then, what will happen on my future.

God,  are there field to me? Are there You in here read and understand about my write for You? I just want hear Your words and  I just believe, I will get it the best from You.

I believe any response each pray.